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Venus and Adonis
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by William Shakespeare
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Edited by Barbara A. Mowat and Paul Werstine
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with Michael Poston and Rebecca Niles
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Folger Shakespeare Library
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https://shakespeare.folger.edu/shakespeares-works/venus-and-adonis/
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Created on Jul 31, 2015, from FDT version 0.9.0.1
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Vilia miretur vulgus: mihi flavus Apollo
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Pocula Castalia plena ministret aqua.
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TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE
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Henry Wriothesley, Earl of Southampton,
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and Baron of Titchfield.
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Right Honorable,
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I know not how I shall offend in dedicating my unpolished lines to
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your Lordship, nor how the world will censure me for choosing so
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strong a prop to support so weak a burden; only if your Honor seem
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but pleased, I account myself highly praised and vow to take advantage
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of all idle hours till I have honored you with some graver labor.
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But if the first heir of my invention prove deformed, I shall be sorry it
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had so noble a godfather and never after ear so barren a land, for fear it
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yield me still so bad a harvest. I leave it to your honorable survey, and
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your Honor to your heart's content, which I wish may always answer
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your own wish and the world's hopeful expectation.
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Your Honor's in all duty,
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William Shakespeare.
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Venus and Adonis
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Even as the sun with purple-colored face
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Had ta'en his last leave of the weeping morn,
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Rose-cheeked Adonis hied him to the chase.
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Hunting he loved, but love he laughed to scorn.
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Sick-thoughted Venus makes amain unto him
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And, like a bold-faced suitor, gins to woo him.
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"Thrice fairer than myself," thus she began,
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"The field's chief flower, sweet above compare,
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Stain to all nymphs, more lovely than a man,
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More white and red than doves or roses are,
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Nature that made thee, with herself at strife,
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Saith that the world hath ending with thy life.
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"Vouchsafe, thou wonder, to alight thy steed,
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And rein his proud head to the saddlebow.
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If thou wilt deign this favor, for thy meed
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A thousand honey secrets shalt thou know.
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Here come and sit where never serpent hisses,
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And being set, I'll smother thee with kisses,
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"And yet not cloy thy lips with loathed satiety,
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But rather famish them amid their plenty,
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Making them red and pale with fresh variety--
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Ten kisses short as one, one long as twenty.
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A summer's day will seem an hour but short,
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Being wasted in such time-beguiling sport."
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With this she seizeth on his sweating palm,
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The precedent of pith and livelihood,
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And, trembling in her passion, calls it balm,
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Earth's sovereign salve to do a goddess good.
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Being so enraged, desire doth lend her force
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Courageously to pluck him from his horse.
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Over one arm the lusty courser's rein,
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Under her other was the tender boy,
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Who blushed and pouted in a dull disdain,
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With leaden appetite, unapt to toy--
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She red and hot as coals of glowing fire,
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He red for shame but frosty in desire.
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The studded bridle on a ragged bough
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Nimbly she fastens. O, how quick is love!
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The steed is stalled up, and even now
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To tie the rider she begins to prove.
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Backward she pushed him as she would be thrust,
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And governed him in strength though not in lust.
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So soon was she along as he was down,
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Each leaning on their elbows and their hips.
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Now doth she stroke his cheek, now doth he frown
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And gins to chide, but soon she stops his lips
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And kissing speaks, with lustful language broken,
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"If thou wilt chide, thy lips shall never open."
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He burns with bashful shame; she with her tears
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Doth quench the maiden burning of his cheeks.
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Then with her windy sighs and golden hairs
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To fan and blow them dry again she seeks.
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He saith she is immodest, blames her miss;
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What follows more she murders with a kiss.
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Even as an empty eagle, sharp by fast,
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Tires with her beak on feathers, flesh, and bone,
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Shaking her wings, devouring all in haste
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Till either gorge be stuffed or prey be gone,
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Even so she kissed his brow, his cheek, his chin,
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And where she ends she doth anew begin.
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Forced to content but never to obey,
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Panting he lies and breatheth in her face.
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She feedeth on the steam as on a prey
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And calls it heavenly moisture, air of grace,
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Wishing her cheeks were gardens full of flowers,
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So they were dewed with such distilling showers.
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Look how a bird lies tangled in a net,
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So fastened in her arms Adonis lies.
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Pure shame and awed resistance made him fret,
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Which bred more beauty in his angry eyes.
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Rain added to a river that is rank
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Perforce will force it overflow the bank.
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Still she entreats, and prettily entreats,
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For to a pretty ear she tunes her tale.
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Still is he sullen, still he lours and frets,
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'Twixt crimson shame and anger ashy pale;
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Being red, she loves him best, and being white,
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Her best is bettered with a more delight.
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Look how he can, she cannot choose but love,
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And by her fair immortal hand she swears
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From his soft bosom never to remove
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Till he take truce with her contending tears,
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Which long have rained, making her cheeks all wet,
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And one sweet kiss shall pay this countless debt.
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Upon this promise did he raise his chin
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Like a divedapper peering through a wave,
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Who, being looked on, ducks as quickly in;
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So offers he to give what she did crave,
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But when her lips were ready for his pay,
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He winks and turns his lips another way.
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Never did passenger in summer's heat
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More thirst for drink than she for this good turn.
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Her help she sees, but help she cannot get;
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She bathes in water, yet her fire must burn.
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"O, pity," gan she cry, "flint-hearted boy!
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'Tis but a kiss I beg. Why art thou coy?
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"I have been wooed, as I entreat thee now,
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Even by the stern and direful god of war,
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Whose sinewy neck in battle ne'er did bow,
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Who conquers where he comes in every jar,
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Yet hath he been my captive and my slave
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And begged for that which thou unasked shalt have.
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"Over my altars hath he hung his lance,
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His battered shield, his uncontrolled crest,
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And for my sake hath learned to sport and dance,
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To toy, to wanton, dally, smile, and jest,
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Scorning his churlish drum and ensign red,
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Making my arms his field, his tent my bed.
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"Thus he that overruled I overswayed,
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Leading him prisoner in a red-rose chain;
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Strong-tempered steel his stronger strength obeyed,
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Yet was he servile to my coy disdain.
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O, be not proud, nor brag not of thy might
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For mastering her that foiled the god of fight!
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"Touch but my lips with those fair lips of thine;
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Though mine be not so fair, yet are they red.
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The kiss shall be thine own as well as mine.
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What seest thou in the ground? Hold up thy head.
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Look in mine eyeballs; there thy beauty lies.
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Then why not lips on lips, since eyes in eyes?
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"Art thou ashamed to kiss? Then wink again,
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And I will wink; so shall the day seem night.
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Love keeps his revels where there are but twain;
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Be bold to play, our sport is not in sight.
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These blue-veined violets whereon we lean
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Never can blab, nor know not what we mean.
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"The tender spring upon thy tempting lip
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Shows thee unripe, yet mayst thou well be tasted.
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Make use of time, let not advantage slip;
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Beauty within itself should not be wasted.
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Fair flowers that are not gathered in their prime
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Rot and consume themselves in little time.
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"Were I hard-favored, foul, or wrinkled old,
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Ill-nurtured, crooked, churlish, harsh in voice,
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O'erworn, despised, rheumatic, and cold,
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Thick-sighted, barren, lean, and lacking juice,
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Then mightst thou pause, for then I were not for thee,
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But having no defects, why dost abhor me?
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"Thou canst not see one wrinkle in my brow;
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Mine eyes are gray, and bright, and quick in turning;
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My beauty as the spring doth yearly grow,
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My flesh is soft and plump, my marrow burning;
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My smooth, moist hand, were it with thy hand felt,
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Would in thy palm dissolve or seem to melt.
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"Bid me discourse, I will enchant thine ear,
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Or like a fairy trip upon the green,
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Or like a nymph, with long disheveled hair,
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Dance on the sands, and yet no footing seen.
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Love is a spirit all compact of fire,
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Not gross to sink, but light, and will aspire.
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"Witness this primrose bank whereon I lie;
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These forceless flowers like sturdy trees support me;
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Two strengthless doves will draw me through the sky
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From morn till night, even where I list to sport me.
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Is love so light, sweet boy, and may it be
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That thou should think it heavy unto thee?
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"Is thine own heart to thine own face affected?
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Can thy right hand seize love upon thy left?
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Then woo thyself, be of thyself rejected;
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Steal thine own freedom, and complain on theft.
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Narcissus so himself himself forsook
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And died to kiss his shadow in the brook.
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"Torches are made to light, jewels to wear,
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Dainties to taste, fresh beauty for the use,
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Herbs for their smell, and sappy plants to bear.
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Things growing to themselves are growth's abuse;
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Seeds spring from seeds, and beauty breedeth beauty;
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Thou wast begot; to get, it is thy duty.
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"Upon the earth's increase why shouldst thou feed,
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Unless the earth with thy increase be fed?
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By law of nature thou art bound to breed,
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That thine may live when thou thyself art dead;
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And so in spite of death thou dost survive,
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In that thy likeness still is left alive."
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By this the lovesick queen began to sweat,
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For where they lay the shadow had forsook them,
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And Titan, tired in the midday heat,
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With burning eye did hotly overlook them,
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Wishing Adonis had his team to guide,
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So he were like him and by Venus' side.
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And now Adonis, with a lazy sprite
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And with a heavy, dark, disliking eye,
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His louring brows o'erwhelming his fair sight,
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Like misty vapors when they blot the sky,
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Souring his cheeks, cries, "Fie, no more of love!
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The sun doth burn my face; I must remove."
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"Ay, me," quoth Venus, "young and so unkind,
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What bare excuses mak'st thou to be gone!
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I'll sigh celestial breath, whose gentle wind
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Shall cool the heat of this descending sun.
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I'll make a shadow for thee of my hairs;
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If they burn too, I'll quench them with my tears.
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"The sun that shines from heaven shines but warm,
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And, lo, I lie between that sun and thee.
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The heat I have from thence doth little harm;
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Thine eye darts forth the fire that burneth me,
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And were I not immortal, life were done
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Between this heavenly and earthly sun.
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"Art thou obdurate, flinty, hard as steel?
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Nay, more than flint, for stone at rain relenteth.
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Art thou a woman's son and canst not feel
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What 'tis to love, how want of love tormenteth?
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O, had thy mother borne so hard a mind,
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She had not brought forth thee, but died unkind.
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"What am I that thou shouldst contemn me this?
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Or what great danger dwells upon my suit?
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What were thy lips the worse for one poor kiss?
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Speak, fair, but speak fair words, or else be mute.
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Give me one kiss, I'll give it thee again,
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And one for interest if thou wilt have twain.
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"Fie, liveless picture, cold and senseless stone,
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Well-painted idol, image dull and dead,
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Statue contenting but the eye alone,
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Thing like a man, but of no woman bred!
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Thou art no man, though of a man's complexion,
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For men will kiss even by their own direction."
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This said, impatience chokes her pleading tongue,
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And swelling passion doth provoke a pause.
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Red cheeks and fiery eyes blaze forth her wrong.
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Being judge in love, she cannot right her cause.
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And now she weeps, and now she fain would speak,
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And now her sobs do her intendments break.
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Sometimes she shakes her head, and then his hand.
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Now gazeth she on him, now on the ground;
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Sometimes her arms enfold him like a band.
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She would, he will not in her arms be bound.
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And when from thence he struggles to be gone,
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She locks her lily fingers one in one.
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"Fondling," she saith, "since I have hemmed thee here
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Within the circuit of this ivory pale,
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I'll be a park, and thou shalt be my deer.
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Feed where thou wilt, on mountain or in dale;
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Graze on my lips, and if those hills be dry,
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Stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie.
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"Within this limit is relief enough,
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Sweet bottom-grass and high delightful plain,
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Round rising hillocks, brakes obscure and rough,
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To shelter thee from tempest and from rain.
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Then be my deer, since I am such a park;
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No dog shall rouse thee, though a thousand bark."
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At this Adonis smiles as in disdain,
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That in each cheek appears a pretty dimple;
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Love made those hollows, if himself were slain,
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He might be buried in a tomb so simple,
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Foreknowing well if there he came to lie,
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Why, there Love lived, and there he could not die.
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These lovely caves, these round enchanting pits,
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Opened their mouths to swallow Venus' liking.
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Being mad before, how doth she now for wits?
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Struck dead at first, what needs a second striking?
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Poor queen of love, in thine own law forlorn,
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To love a cheek that smiles at thee in scorn!
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Now which way shall she turn? What shall she say?
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Her words are done, her woes the more increasing;
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The time is spent; her object will away
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And from her twining arms doth urge releasing.
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"Pity," she cries, "some favor, some remorse!"
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Away he springs and hasteth to his horse.
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But, lo, from forth a copse that neighbors by,
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A breeding jennet, lusty, young, and proud,
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Adonis' trampling courser doth espy,
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And forth she rushes, snorts, and neighs aloud.
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The strong-necked steed, being tied unto a tree,
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Breaketh his rein, and to her straight goes he.
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Imperiously he leaps, he neighs, he bounds,
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And now his woven girths he breaks asunder.
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The bearing Earth with his hard hoof he wounds,
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Whose hollow womb resounds like heaven's thunder.
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The iron bit he crusheth 'tween his teeth,
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Controlling what he was controlled with.
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His ears up-pricked, his braided hanging mane
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Upon his compassed crest now stand on end.
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His nostrils drink the air, and forth again,
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As from a furnace, vapors doth he send.
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His eye, which scornfully glisters like fire,
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Shows his hot courage and his high desire.
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Sometimes he trots, as if he told the steps,
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With gentle majesty and modest pride.
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Anon he rears upright, curvets, and leaps,
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As who should say, "Lo, thus my strength is tried,
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And this I do to captivate the eye
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Of the fair breeder that is standing by."
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What recketh he his rider's angry stir,
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His flattering "Holla," or his "Stand, I say"?
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What cares he now for curb or pricking spur,
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For rich caparisons or trappings gay?
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He sees his love, and nothing else he sees,
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For nothing else with his proud sight agrees.
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Look when a painter would surpass the life
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In limning out a well-proportioned steed,
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His art with Nature's workmanship at strife,
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As if the dead the living should exceed,
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So did this horse excel a common one
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In shape, in courage, color, pace, and bone.
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Round-hoofed, short-jointed, fetlocks shag and long,
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Broad breast, full eye, small head, and nostril wide,
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High crest, short ears, straight legs and passing strong,
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Thin mane, thick tail, broad buttock, tender hide--
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Look what a horse should have he did not lack,
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Save a proud rider on so proud a back.
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Sometimes he scuds far off, and there he stares.
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Anon he starts at stirring of a feather.
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To bid the wind a base he now prepares,
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And whe'er he run or fly, they know not whether,
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For through his mane and tail the high wind sings,
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Fanning the hairs, who wave like feathered wings.
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He looks upon his love and neighs unto her.
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She answers him as if she knew his mind.
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Being proud, as females are, to see him woo her,
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She puts on outward strangeness, seems unkind,
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Spurns at his love, and scorns the heat he feels,
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Beating his kind embracements with her heels.
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Then like a melancholy malcontent,
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He vails his tail that like a falling plume
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Cool shadow to his melting buttock lent.
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He stamps and bites the poor flies in his fume.
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His love, perceiving how he was enraged,
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Grew kinder, and his fury was assuaged.
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His testy master goeth about to take him
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When, lo, the unbacked breeder, full of fear,
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Jealous of catching, swiftly doth forsake him,
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With her the horse, and left Adonis there.
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As they were mad unto the wood they hie them,
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Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them.
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All swollen with chafing, down Adonis sits,
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Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;
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And now the happy season once more fits
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That lovesick Love by pleading may be blessed;
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For lovers say the heart hath treble wrong
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When it is barred the aidance of the tongue.
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An oven that is stopped, or river stayed,
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Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage;
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So of concealed sorrow may be said,
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Free vent of words love's fire doth assuage,
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But when the heart's attorney once is mute,
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The client breaks, as desperate in his suit.
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He sees her coming and begins to glow,
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Even as a dying coal revives with wind,
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And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,
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Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind,
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Taking no notice that she is so nigh,
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For all askance he holds her in his eye.
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O, what a sight it was wistly to view
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How she came stealing to the wayward boy,
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To note the fighting conflict of her hue,
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How white and red each other did destroy!
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But now her cheek was pale, and by and by
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It flashed forth fire as lightning from the sky.
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Now was she just before him as he sat,
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And like a lowly lover down she kneels.
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With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat;
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Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels.
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His tend'rer cheek receives her soft hand's print
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As apt as new-fall'n snow takes any dint.
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O, what a war of looks was then between them!
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Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing,
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His eyes saw her eyes as they had not seen them;
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Her eyes wooed still, his eyes disdained the wooing;
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And all this dumb play had his acts made plain
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With tears which, choruslike, her eyes did rain.
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Full gently now she takes him by the hand,
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A lily prisoned in a jail of snow,
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Or ivory in an alabaster band,
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So white a friend engirts so white a foe.
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This beauteous combat, willful and unwilling,
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Showed like two silver doves that sit a-billing.
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Once more the engine of her thoughts began:
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"O, fairest mover on this mortal round,
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Would thou wert as I am and I a man,
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My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound!
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For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,
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Though nothing but my body's bane would cure thee."
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"Give me my hand," saith he. "Why dost thou feel it?"
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"Give me my heart," saith she, "and thou shalt have it.
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O, give it me, lest thy hard heart do steel it,
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And being steeled, soft sighs can never grave it.
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Then love's deep groans I never shall regard
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Because Adonis' heart hath made mine hard."
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"For shame," he cries, "let go, and let me go.
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My day's delight is past, my horse is gone,
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And 'tis your fault I am bereft him so.
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I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,
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For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,
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Is how to get my palfrey from the mare."
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Thus she replies: "Thy palfrey, as he should,
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Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire.
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Affection is a coal that must be cooled;
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Else, suffered, it will set the heart on fire.
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The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;
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Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.
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"How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,
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Servilely mastered with a leathern rein;
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But when he saw his love, his youth's fair fee,
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He held such petty bondage in disdain,
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Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,
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Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast.
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"Who sees his truelove in her naked bed,
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Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,
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But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,
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His other agents aim at like delight?
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Who is so faint that dares not be so bold
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To touch the fire, the weather being cold?
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"Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,
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And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee,
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To take advantage on presented joy;
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Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.
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O, learn to love; the lesson is but plain
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And, once made perfect, never lost again."
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"I know not love," quoth he, "nor will not know it,
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Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it.
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'Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it.
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My love to love is love but to disgrace it,
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For I have heard it is a life in death
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That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.
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"Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinished?
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Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth?
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If springing things be any jot diminished,
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They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth.
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The colt that's backed and burdened being young
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Loseth his pride and never waxeth strong.
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"You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,
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And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat.
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Remove your siege from my unyielding heart;
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To love's alarms it will not ope the gate.
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Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt'ry,
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For where a heart is hard, they make no batt'ry."
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"What, canst thou talk?" quoth she. "Hast thou a tongue?
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O, would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing!
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Thy mermaid's voice hath done me double wrong;
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I had my load before, now pressed with bearing:
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Melodious discord, heavenly tune harsh sounding,
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Ears' deep sweet music, and heart's deep sore wounding.
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"Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love
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That inward beauty and invisible.
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Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move
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Each part in me that were but sensible.
|
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Though neither eyes, nor ears, to hear nor see,
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Yet should I be in love by touching thee.
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"Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,
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And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch,
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And nothing but the very smell were left me,
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Yet would my love to thee be still as much,
|
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For from the stillatory of thy face excelling
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Comes breath perfumed that breedeth love by smelling.
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"But, O, what banquet wert thou to the taste,
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Being nurse and feeder of the other four!
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Would they not wish the feast might ever last,
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And bid Suspicion double-lock the door,
|
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Lest Jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,
|
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Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?"
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Once more the ruby-colored portal opened,
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Which to his speech did honey passage yield,
|
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Like a red morn, that ever yet betokened
|
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Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,
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Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,
|
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Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds.
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This ill presage advisedly she marketh.
|
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Even as the wind is hushed before it raineth,
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Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,
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Or as the berry breaks before it staineth,
|
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Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,
|
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His meaning struck her ere his words begun.
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And at his look she flatly falleth down,
|
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For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth;
|
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A smile recures the wounding of a frown.
|
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But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!
|
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The silly boy, believing she is dead,
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Claps her pale cheek till clapping makes it red,
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|
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And, all amazed, brake off his late intent;
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For sharply he did think to reprehend her,
|
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Which cunning Love did wittily prevent.
|
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Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her!
|
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For on the grass she lies as she were slain,
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Till his breath breatheth life in her again.
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He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,
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He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard,
|
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He chafes her lips--a thousand ways he seeks
|
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To mend the hurt that his unkindness marred.
|
|
He kisses her, and she, by her good will,
|
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Will never rise, so he will kiss her still.
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|
|
The night of sorrow now is turned to day.
|
|
Her two blue windows faintly she upheaveth
|
|
Like the fair sun when in his fresh array
|
|
He cheers the morn and all the earth relieveth;
|
|
And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,
|
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So is her face illumined with her eye,
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|
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Whose beams upon his hairless face are fixed
|
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As if from thence they borrowed all their shine.
|
|
Were never four such lamps together mixed,
|
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Had not his clouded with his brow's repine.
|
|
But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light,
|
|
Shone like the moon in water seen by night.
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|
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"O, where am I?" quoth she. "In earth or heaven,
|
|
Or in the ocean drenched, or in the fire?
|
|
What hour is this? Or morn or weary even?
|
|
Do I delight to die or life desire?
|
|
But now I lived, and life was death's annoy;
|
|
But now I died, and death was lively joy.
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|
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"O, thou didst kill me; kill me once again.
|
|
Thy eyes' shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine,
|
|
Hath taught them scornful tricks and such disdain
|
|
That they have murdered this poor heart of mine,
|
|
And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,
|
|
But for thy piteous lips no more had seen.
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|
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"Long may they kiss each other for this cure!
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O, never let their crimson liveries wear,
|
|
And, as they last, their verdure still endure
|
|
To drive infection from the dangerous year,
|
|
That the star-gazers, having writ on death,
|
|
May say the plague is banished by thy breath!
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|
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"Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,
|
|
What bargains may I make, still to be sealing?
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|
To sell myself I can be well contented,
|
|
So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;
|
|
Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,
|
|
Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips.
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|
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"A thousand kisses buys my heart from me,
|
|
And pay them at thy leisure, one by one.
|
|
What is ten hundred touches unto thee?
|
|
Are they not quickly told and quickly gone?
|
|
Say for non-payment that the debt should double,
|
|
Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?"
|
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|
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"Fair queen," quoth he, "if any love you owe me,
|
|
Measure my strangeness with my unripe years.
|
|
Before I know myself, seek not to know me.
|
|
No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears.
|
|
The mellow plum doth fall; the green sticks fast
|
|
Or, being early plucked, is sour to taste.
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|
|
"Look the world's comforter with weary gait
|
|
His day's hot task hath ended in the west.
|
|
The owl, night's herald, shrieks; 'tis very late.
|
|
The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest,
|
|
And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven's light
|
|
Do summon us to part and bid good night.
|
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|
|
"Now let me say goodnight, and so say you.
|
|
If you will say so, you shall have a kiss."
|
|
"Good night," quoth she, and ere he says "Adieu,"
|
|
The honey fee of parting tendered is.
|
|
Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;
|
|
Incorporate then they seem; face grows to face,
|
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|
|
Till, breathless, he disjoined and backward drew
|
|
The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,
|
|
Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,
|
|
Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth.
|
|
He with her plenty pressed, she faint with dearth,
|
|
Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.
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|
|
Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,
|
|
And gluttonlike she feeds yet never filleth.
|
|
Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,
|
|
Paying what ransom the insulter willeth,
|
|
Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high
|
|
That she will draw his lips' rich treasure dry.
|
|
|
|
And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,
|
|
With blindfold fury she begins to forage.
|
|
Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,
|
|
And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage,
|
|
Planting oblivion, beating reason back,
|
|
Forgetting shame's pure blush and honor's wrack.
|
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|
|
Hot, faint, and weary with her hard embracing,
|
|
Like a wild bird being tamed with too much handling,
|
|
Or as the fleet-foot roe that's tired with chasing,
|
|
Or like the froward infant stilled with dandling,
|
|
He now obeys and now no more resisteth,
|
|
While she takes all she can, not all she listeth.
|
|
|
|
What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp'ring
|
|
And yields at last to every light impression?
|
|
Things out of hope are compassed oft with vent'ring,
|
|
Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission.
|
|
Affection faints not like a pale-faced coward
|
|
But then woos best when most his choice is froward.
|
|
|
|
When he did frown, O, had she then gave over,
|
|
Such nectar from his lips she had not sucked.
|
|
Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover.
|
|
What though the rose have prickles, yet 'tis plucked.
|
|
Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,
|
|
Yet love breaks through and picks them all at last.
|
|
|
|
For pity now she can no more detain him.
|
|
The poor fool prays her that he may depart.
|
|
She is resolved no longer to restrain him,
|
|
Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart,
|
|
The which, by Cupid's bow she doth protest,
|
|
He carries thence encaged in his breast.
|
|
|
|
"Sweet boy," she says, "this night I'll waste in sorrow,
|
|
For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch.
|
|
Tell me, Love's master, shall we meet tomorrow?
|
|
Say, shall we, shall we? Wilt thou make the match?"
|
|
He tells her no, tomorrow he intends
|
|
To hunt the boar with certain of his friends.
|
|
|
|
"The boar!" quoth she, whereat a sudden pale,
|
|
Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,
|
|
Usurps her cheek. She trembles at his tale,
|
|
And on his neck her yoking arms she throws.
|
|
She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck;
|
|
He on her belly falls, she on her back.
|
|
|
|
Now is she in the very lists of love,
|
|
Her champion mounted for the hot encounter.
|
|
All is imaginary she doth prove;
|
|
He will not manage her, although he mount her,
|
|
That worse than Tantalus' is her annoy,
|
|
To clip Elysium and to lack her joy.
|
|
|
|
Even so poor birds, deceived with painted grapes,
|
|
Do surfeit by the eye, and pine the maw;
|
|
Even so she languisheth in her mishaps
|
|
As those poor birds that helpless berries saw.
|
|
The warm effects which she in him finds missing
|
|
She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.
|
|
|
|
But all in vain; good queen, it will not be.
|
|
She hath assayed as much as may be proved.
|
|
Her pleading hath deserved a greater fee.
|
|
She's Love, she loves, and yet she is not loved.
|
|
"Fie, fie," he says, "you crush me. Let me go.
|
|
You have no reason to withhold me so."
|
|
|
|
"Thou hadst been gone," quoth she, "sweet boy, ere this,
|
|
But that thou toldst me thou wouldst hunt the boar.
|
|
O, be advised! Thou know'st not what it is
|
|
With javelin's point a churlish swine to gore,
|
|
Whose tushes, never sheathed, he whetteth still
|
|
Like to a mortal butcher bent to kill.
|
|
|
|
"On his bow-back he hath a battle set
|
|
Of bristly pikes that ever threat his foes.
|
|
His eyes like glowworms shine when he doth fret.
|
|
His snout digs sepulchers where'er he goes.
|
|
Being moved, he strikes whate'er is in his way,
|
|
And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay.
|
|
|
|
"His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,
|
|
Are better proof than thy spear's point can enter.
|
|
His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed.
|
|
Being ireful, on the lion he will venter.
|
|
The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,
|
|
As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.
|
|
|
|
"Alas, he naught esteems that face of thine,
|
|
To which Love's eyes pays tributary gazes,
|
|
Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,
|
|
Whose full perfection all the world amazes;
|
|
But having thee at vantage--wondrous dread!--
|
|
Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.
|
|
|
|
"O, let him keep his loathsome cabin still!
|
|
Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends.
|
|
Come not within his danger by thy will.
|
|
They that thrive well take counsel of their friends.
|
|
When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,
|
|
I feared thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.
|
|
|
|
"Didst thou not mark my face? Was it not white?
|
|
Sawest thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye?
|
|
Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?
|
|
Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,
|
|
My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,
|
|
But, like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.
|
|
|
|
"For where Love reigns, disturbing Jealousy
|
|
Doth call himself Affection's sentinel,
|
|
Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,
|
|
And in a peaceful hour doth cry "Kill, kill!"
|
|
Distemp'ring gentle Love in his desire
|
|
As air and water do abate the fire.
|
|
|
|
"This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,
|
|
This canker that eats up Love's tender spring,
|
|
This carry-tale, dissentious Jealousy,
|
|
That sometimes true news, sometimes false doth bring,
|
|
Knocks at my heart and whispers in mine ear
|
|
That if I love thee, I thy death should fear;
|
|
|
|
"And more than so, presenteth to mine eye
|
|
The picture of an angry chafing boar,
|
|
Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie
|
|
An image like thyself, all stained with gore,
|
|
Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed
|
|
Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.
|
|
|
|
"What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,
|
|
That tremble at th' imagination?
|
|
The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,
|
|
And fear doth teach it divination.
|
|
I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,
|
|
If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow.
|
|
|
|
"But if thou needs wilt hunt, be ruled by me.
|
|
Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,
|
|
Or at the fox, which lives by subtlety,
|
|
Or at the roe, which no encounter dare.
|
|
Pursue these fearful creatures o'er the downs,
|
|
And on thy well-breathed horse keep with thy hounds,
|
|
|
|
"And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,
|
|
Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles
|
|
How he outruns the wind and with what care
|
|
He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles.
|
|
The many musets through the which he goes
|
|
Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes.
|
|
|
|
"Sometimes he runs among a flock of sheep
|
|
To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,
|
|
And sometimes where earth-delving conies keep
|
|
To stop the loud pursuers in their yell,
|
|
And sometimes sorteth with a herd of deer.
|
|
Danger deviseth shifts; wit waits on fear.
|
|
|
|
"For there his smell with others being mingled,
|
|
The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,
|
|
Ceasing their clamorous cry till they have singled
|
|
With much ado the cold fault cleanly out.
|
|
Then do they spend their mouths; echo replies
|
|
As if another chase were in the skies.
|
|
|
|
"By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,
|
|
Stands on his hinder legs with list'ning ear
|
|
To hearken if his foes pursue him still.
|
|
Anon their loud alarums he doth hear,
|
|
And now his grief may be compared well
|
|
To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.
|
|
|
|
"Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch
|
|
Turn and return, indenting with the way.
|
|
Each envious brier his weary legs do scratch;
|
|
Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay,
|
|
For misery is trodden on by many
|
|
And, being low, never relieved by any.
|
|
|
|
"Lie quietly, and hear a little more.
|
|
Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise.
|
|
To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,
|
|
Unlike myself thou hear'st me moralize,
|
|
Applying this to that, and so to so,
|
|
For love can comment upon every woe.
|
|
|
|
"Where did I leave?" "No matter where," quoth he;
|
|
"Leave me, and then the story aptly ends.
|
|
The night is spent." "Why, what of that?" quoth she.
|
|
"I am," quoth he, "expected of my friends,
|
|
And now 'tis dark, and going I shall fall."
|
|
"In night," quoth she, "desire sees best of all.
|
|
|
|
"But if thou fall, O, then imagine this:
|
|
The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,
|
|
And all is but to rob thee of a kiss.
|
|
Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips
|
|
Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,
|
|
Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.
|
|
|
|
"Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:
|
|
Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine
|
|
Till forging Nature be condemned of treason
|
|
For stealing moulds from heaven that were divine,
|
|
Wherein she framed thee, in high heaven's despite,
|
|
To shame the sun by day and her by night.
|
|
|
|
"And therefore hath she bribed the Destinies
|
|
To cross the curious workmanship of Nature,
|
|
To mingle beauty with infirmities,
|
|
And pure perfection with impure defeature,
|
|
Making it subject to the tyranny
|
|
Of mad mischances and much misery,
|
|
|
|
"As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,
|
|
Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood,
|
|
The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint
|
|
Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;
|
|
Surfeits, impostumes, grief, and damned despair
|
|
Swear Nature's death for framing thee so fair.
|
|
|
|
"And not the least of all these maladies
|
|
But in one minute's fight brings beauty under.
|
|
Both favor, savor, hew, and qualities,
|
|
Whereat th' impartial gazer late did wonder,
|
|
Are on the sudden wasted, thawed, and done,
|
|
As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.
|
|
|
|
"Therefore, despite of fruitless chastity,
|
|
Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns,
|
|
That on the Earth would breed a scarcity
|
|
And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,
|
|
Be prodigal. The lamp that burns by night
|
|
Dries up his oil to lend the world his light.
|
|
|
|
"What is thy body but a swallowing grave
|
|
Seeming to bury that posterity
|
|
Which by the rights of time thou needs must have
|
|
If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity?
|
|
If so, the world will hold thee in disdain
|
|
Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.
|
|
|
|
"So in thyself thyself art made away,
|
|
A mischief worse than civil homebred strife,
|
|
Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,
|
|
Or butcher sire that reaves his son of life.
|
|
Foul cank'ring rust the hidden treasure frets,
|
|
But gold that's put to use more gold begets."
|
|
|
|
"Nay, then," quoth Adon, "you will fall again
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Into your idle over-handled theme.
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The kiss I gave you is bestowed in vain,
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And all in vain you strive against the stream,
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For, by this black-faced night, desire's foul nurse,
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Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.
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"If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,
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And every tongue more moving than your own,
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Bewitching like the wanton mermaids' songs,
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Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;
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For know my heart stands armed in mine ear
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And will not let a false sound enter there,
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"Lest the deceiving harmony should run
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Into the quiet closure of my breast,
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And then my little heart were quite undone,
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In his bed-chamber to be barred of rest.
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No, lady, no, my heart longs not to groan
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But soundly sleeps while now it sleeps alone.
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"What have you urged that I cannot reprove?
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The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger.
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I hate not love, but your device in love,
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That lends embracements unto every stranger.
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You do it for increase. O strange excuse,
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When reason is the bawd to lust's abuse!
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"Call it not love, for Love to heaven is fled
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Since sweating Lust on Earth usurped his name,
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Under whose simple semblance he hath fed
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Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame,
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Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,
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As caterpillars do the tender leaves.
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"Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,
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But Lust's effect is tempest after sun.
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Love's gentle spring doth always fresh remain;
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Lust's winter comes ere summer half be done.
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Love surfeits not, Lust like a glutton dies.
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Love is all truth, Lust full of forged lies.
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"More I could tell, but more I dare not say;
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The text is old, the orator too green.
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Therefore in sadness now I will away.
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My face is full of shame, my heart of teen.
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Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended,
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Do burn themselves for having so offended."
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With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace
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Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast
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And homeward through the dark laund runs apace,
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Leaves Love upon her back deeply distressed.
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Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,
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So glides he in the night from Venus' eye,
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Which after him she darts, as one on shore
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Gazing upon a late-embarked friend
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Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,
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Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend;
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So did the merciless and pitchy night
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Fold in the object that did feed her sight;
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Whereat amazed, as one that unaware
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Hath dropped a precious jewel in the flood,
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Or stonished, as night wand'rers often are,
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Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood,
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Even so confounded in the dark she lay,
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Having lost the fair discovery of her way.
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And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,
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That all the neighbor caves, as seeming troubled,
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Make verbal repetition of her moans.
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Passion on passion deeply is redoubled.
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"Ay me!" she cries, and twenty times, "Woe, woe!"
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And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.
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She marking them begins a wailing note
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And sings extemporally a woeful ditty
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How love makes young men thrall and old men dote,
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How love is wise in folly, foolish witty.
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Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,
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And still the choir of echoes answer so.
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Her song was tedious and outwore the night,
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For lovers' hours are long, though seeming short.
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If pleased themselves, others they think delight
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In suchlike circumstance with suchlike sport.
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Their copious stories, oftentimes begun,
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End without audience and are never done.
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For who hath she to spend the night withal
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But idle sounds resembling parasits,
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Like shrill-tongued tapsters answering every call,
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Soothing the humor of fantastic wits?
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She says, "'Tis so," they answer all, "'Tis so,"
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And would say after her if she said "No."
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Lo, here the gentle lark, weary of rest,
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From his moist cabinet mounts up on high
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And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast
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The sun ariseth in his majesty,
|
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Who doth the world so gloriously behold
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That cedar tops and hills seem burnished gold.
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|
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Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:
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"O thou clear god and patron of all light,
|
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From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow
|
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The beauteous influence that makes him bright,
|
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There lives a son that sucked an earthly mother
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May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other."
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This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove,
|
|
Musing the morning is so much o'erworn,
|
|
And yet she hears no tidings of her love;
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She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn.
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Anon she hears them chant it lustily,
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And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.
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And as she runs, the bushes in the way
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Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face,
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Some twined about her thigh to make her stay.
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She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,
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Like a milch doe whose swelling dugs do ache,
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Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake.
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By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,
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Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder
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Wreathed up in fatal folds just in his way,
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The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder;
|
|
Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds
|
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Appalls her senses and her spirit confounds.
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For now she knows it is no gentle chase,
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But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud,
|
|
Because the cry remaineth in one place,
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Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud.
|
|
Finding their enemy to be so curst,
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They all strain court'sy who shall cope him first.
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|
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This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,
|
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Through which it enters to surprise her heart,
|
|
Who, overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,
|
|
With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part.
|
|
Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,
|
|
They basely fly and dare not stay the field.
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|
|
Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,
|
|
Till, cheering up her senses all dismayed,
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|
She tells them 'tis a causeless fantasy
|
|
And childish error that they are afraid,
|
|
Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more--
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|
And with that word she spied the hunted boar,
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|
Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,
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|
Like milk and blood being mingled both together,
|
|
A second fear through all her sinews spread,
|
|
Which madly hurries her she knows not whither;
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|
This way she runs, and now she will no further
|
|
But back retires to rate the boar for murder.
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|
|
A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways;
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|
She treads the path that she untreads again;
|
|
Her more than haste is mated with delays,
|
|
Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,
|
|
Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,
|
|
In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.
|
|
|
|
Here kenneled in a brake she finds a hound
|
|
And asks the weary caitiff for his master,
|
|
And there another licking of his wound,
|
|
'Gainst venomed sores the only sovereign plaster,
|
|
And here she meets another, sadly scowling,
|
|
To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.
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|
|
|
When he hath ceased his ill-resounding noise,
|
|
Another flapmouthed mourner, black and grim,
|
|
Against the welkin volleys out his voice;
|
|
Another and another answer him,
|
|
Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,
|
|
Shaking their scratched ears, bleeding as they go.
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|
|
|
Look how the world's poor people are amazed
|
|
At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,
|
|
Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,
|
|
Infusing them with dreadful prophecies;
|
|
So she at these sad signs draws up her breath
|
|
And, sighing it again, exclaims on Death.
|
|
|
|
"Hard-favored tyrant, ugly, meager, lean,
|
|
Hateful divorce of love!"--thus chides she Death--
|
|
"Grim-grinning ghost, earth's worm, what dost thou mean
|
|
To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,
|
|
Who, when he lived, his breath and beauty set
|
|
Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet?
|
|
|
|
"If he be dead--O no, it cannot be,
|
|
Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it!
|
|
O yes, it may; thou hast no eyes to see,
|
|
But hatefully at random dost thou hit.
|
|
Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart
|
|
Mistakes that aim and cleaves an infant's heart.
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|
|
|
"Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,
|
|
And hearing him, thy power had lost his power.
|
|
The Destinies will curse thee for this stroke;
|
|
They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck'st a flower.
|
|
Love's golden arrow at him should have fled,
|
|
And not Death's ebon dart to strike him dead.
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|
|
|
"Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok'st such weeping?
|
|
What may a heavy groan advantage thee?
|
|
Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping
|
|
Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see?
|
|
Now Nature cares not for thy mortal vigor
|
|
Since her best work is ruined with thy rigor."
|
|
|
|
Here overcome as one full of despair,
|
|
She vailed her eyelids, who, like sluices, stopped
|
|
The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair
|
|
In the sweet channel of her bosom dropped;
|
|
But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,
|
|
And with his strong course opens them again.
|
|
|
|
O, how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow!
|
|
Her eye seen in the tears, tears in her eye,
|
|
Both crystals, where they viewed each other's sorrow,
|
|
Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry;
|
|
But, like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,
|
|
Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.
|
|
|
|
Variable passions throng her constant woe
|
|
As striving who should best become her grief;
|
|
All entertained, each passion labors so
|
|
That every present sorrow seemeth chief,
|
|
But none is best; then join they all together
|
|
Like many clouds consulting for foul weather.
|
|
|
|
By this, far off she hears some huntsman hallow;
|
|
A nurse's song ne'er pleased her babe so well.
|
|
The dire imagination she did follow
|
|
This sound of hope doth labor to expel,
|
|
For now reviving joy bids her rejoice
|
|
And flatters her it is Adonis' voice,
|
|
|
|
Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,
|
|
Being prisoned in her eye like pearls in glass,
|
|
Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,
|
|
Which her cheek melts as scorning it should pass
|
|
To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,
|
|
Who is but drunken when she seemeth drowned.
|
|
|
|
O hard-believing Love, how strange it seems
|
|
Not to believe and yet too credulous!
|
|
Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes.
|
|
Despair and hope makes thee ridiculous:
|
|
The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely;
|
|
In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.
|
|
|
|
Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought;
|
|
Adonis lives, and Death is not to blame;
|
|
It was not she that called him all to naught;
|
|
Now she adds honors to his hateful name.
|
|
She clepes him king of graves and grave for kings,
|
|
Imperious supreme of all mortal things.
|
|
|
|
"No, no," quoth she, "sweet Death, I did but jest.
|
|
Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear
|
|
Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,
|
|
Which knows no pity but is still severe.
|
|
Then, gentle shadow--truth I must confess--
|
|
I railed on thee, fearing my love's decease.
|
|
|
|
"'Tis not my fault; the boar provoked my tongue.
|
|
Be wreaked on him, invisible commander.
|
|
'Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;
|
|
I did but act, he's author of thy slander.
|
|
Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet
|
|
Could rule them both without ten women's wit."
|
|
|
|
Thus hoping that Adonis is alive,
|
|
Her rash suspect she doth extenuate,
|
|
And that his beauty may the better thrive,
|
|
With Death she humbly doth insinuate,
|
|
Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs, and stories,
|
|
His victories, his triumphs, and his glories.
|
|
|
|
"O Jove," quoth she, "how much a fool was I
|
|
To be of such a weak and silly mind
|
|
To wail his death who lives and must not die
|
|
Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind!
|
|
For, he being dead, with him is beauty slain,
|
|
And, beauty dead, black chaos comes again.
|
|
|
|
"Fie, fie, fond Love, thou art as full of fear
|
|
As one with treasure laden, hemmed with thieves;
|
|
Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear
|
|
Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves."
|
|
Even at this word she hears a merry horn,
|
|
Whereat she leaps, that was but late forlorn.
|
|
|
|
As falcons to the lure, away she flies--
|
|
The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light--
|
|
And in her haste unfortunately spies
|
|
The foul boar's conquest on her fair delight,
|
|
Which seen, her eyes, as murdered with the view,
|
|
Like stars ashamed of day, themselves withdrew;
|
|
|
|
Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit,
|
|
Shrinks backward in his shelly cave with pain
|
|
And there, all smothered up, in shade doth sit,
|
|
Long after fearing to creep forth again;
|
|
So at his bloody view her eyes are fled
|
|
Into the deep-dark cabins of her head,
|
|
|
|
Where they resign their office and their light
|
|
To the disposing of her troubled brain,
|
|
Who bids them still consort with ugly night
|
|
And never wound the heart with looks again--
|
|
Who, like a king perplexed in his throne,
|
|
By their suggestion gives a deadly groan,
|
|
|
|
Whereat each tributary subject quakes,
|
|
As when the wind imprisoned in the ground,
|
|
Struggling for passage, Earth's foundation shakes,
|
|
Which with cold terror doth men's minds confound.
|
|
This mutiny each part doth so surprise
|
|
That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes
|
|
|
|
And, being opened, threw unwilling light
|
|
Upon the wide wound that the boar had trenched
|
|
In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white
|
|
With purple tears, that his wound wept, had drenched.
|
|
No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf, or weed,
|
|
But stole his blood and seemed with him to bleed.
|
|
|
|
This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth.
|
|
Over one shoulder doth she hang her head.
|
|
Dumbly she passions, frantically she doteth.
|
|
She thinks he could not die, he is not dead.
|
|
Her voice is stopped, her joints forget to bow,
|
|
Her eyes are mad that they have wept till now.
|
|
|
|
Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly
|
|
That her sight, dazzling, makes the wound seem three,
|
|
And then she reprehends her mangling eye,
|
|
That makes more gashes where no breach should be.
|
|
His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,
|
|
For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.
|
|
|
|
"My tongue cannot express my grief for one
|
|
And yet," quoth she, "behold two Adons dead.
|
|
My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone;
|
|
Mine eyes are turned to fire, my heart to lead.
|
|
Heavy heart's lead, melt at mine eyes' red fire!
|
|
So shall I die by drops of hot desire.
|
|
|
|
"Alas, poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!
|
|
What face remains alive that's worth the viewing?
|
|
Whose tongue is music now? What canst thou boast
|
|
Of things long since, or anything ensuing?
|
|
The flowers are sweet, their colors fresh and trim,
|
|
But true sweet beauty lived and died with him.
|
|
|
|
"Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear;
|
|
Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you.
|
|
Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;
|
|
The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.
|
|
But when Adonis lived, sun and sharp air
|
|
Lurked like two thieves to rob him of his fair.
|
|
|
|
"And therefore would he put his bonnet on,
|
|
Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep;
|
|
The wind would blow it off and, being gone,
|
|
Play with his locks. Then would Adonis weep;
|
|
And straight in pity of his tender years,
|
|
They both would strive who first should dry his tears.
|
|
|
|
"To see his face the lion walked along
|
|
Behind some hedge because he would not fear him.
|
|
To recreate himself when he hath song,
|
|
The tiger would be tame and gently hear him.
|
|
If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey
|
|
And never fright the silly lamb that day.
|
|
|
|
"When he beheld his shadow in the brook,
|
|
The fishes spread on it their golden gills.
|
|
When he was by, the birds such pleasure took
|
|
That some would sing, some other in their bills
|
|
Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries;
|
|
He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.
|
|
|
|
"But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar,
|
|
Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,
|
|
Ne'er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;
|
|
Witness the entertainment that he gave.
|
|
If he did see his face, why then I know
|
|
He thought to kiss him and hath killed him so.
|
|
|
|
"'Tis true, 'tis true. Thus was Adonis slain:
|
|
He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear,
|
|
Who did not whet his teeth at him again,
|
|
But by a kiss thought to persuade him there,
|
|
And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine
|
|
Sheathed unaware the tusk in his soft groin.
|
|
|
|
"Had I been toothed like him, I must confess,
|
|
With kissing him I should have killed him first,
|
|
But he is dead, and never did he bless
|
|
My youth with his. The more am I accursed!"
|
|
With this, she falleth in the place she stood
|
|
And stains her face with his congealed blood.
|
|
|
|
She looks upon his lips, and they are pale.
|
|
She takes him by the hand, and that is cold.
|
|
She whispers in his ears a heavy tale
|
|
As if they heard the woeful words she told.
|
|
She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,
|
|
Where, lo, two lamps, burnt out, in darkness lies.
|
|
|
|
Two glasses, where herself herself beheld
|
|
A thousand times, and now no more reflect,
|
|
Their virtue lost, wherein they late excelled,
|
|
And every beauty robbed of his effect.
|
|
"Wonder of time," quoth she, "this is my spite,
|
|
That, thou being dead, the day should yet be light.
|
|
|
|
"Since thou art dead, lo, here I prophesy
|
|
Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend;
|
|
It shall be waited on with jealousy,
|
|
Find sweet beginning but unsavory end,
|
|
Ne'er settled equally, but high or low,
|
|
That all love's pleasure shall not match his woe.
|
|
|
|
"It shall be fickle, false, and full of fraud,
|
|
Bud and be blasted in a breathing while,
|
|
The bottom poison and the top o'erstrawed
|
|
With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile;
|
|
The strongest body shall it make most weak,
|
|
Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.
|
|
|
|
"It shall be sparing and, too, full of riot,
|
|
Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures;
|
|
The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,
|
|
Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures.
|
|
It shall be raging mad and silly mild,
|
|
Make the young old, the old become a child.
|
|
|
|
"It shall suspect where is no cause of fear;
|
|
It shall not fear where it should most mistrust.
|
|
It shall be merciful and, too, severe,
|
|
And most deceiving when it seems most just.
|
|
Perverse it shall be where it shows most toward,
|
|
Put fear to valor, courage to the coward.
|
|
|
|
"It shall be cause of war and dire events,
|
|
And set dissension 'twixt the son and sire;
|
|
Subject and servile to all discontents,
|
|
As dry combustious matter is to fire.
|
|
Sith in his prime Death doth my love destroy,
|
|
They that love best their loves shall not enjoy."
|
|
|
|
By this the boy that by her side lay killed
|
|
Was melted like a vapor from her sight,
|
|
And in his blood that on the ground lay spilled
|
|
A purple flower sprung up, checkered with white,
|
|
Resembling well his pale cheeks and the blood
|
|
Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.
|
|
|
|
She bows her head the new-sprung flower to smell,
|
|
Comparing it to her Adonis' breath,
|
|
And says within her bosom it shall dwell,
|
|
Since he himself is reft from her by death.
|
|
She crops the stalk, and in the breach appears
|
|
Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.
|
|
|
|
"Poor flower," quoth she, "this was thy father's guise--
|
|
Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire--
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For every little grief to wet his eyes;
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To grow unto himself was his desire,
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And so 'tis thine, but know it is as good
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To wither in my breast as in his blood.
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"Here was thy father's bed, here in my breast;
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Thou art the next of blood, and 'tis thy right.
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Lo, in this hollow cradle take thy rest;
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My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night.
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There shall not be one minute in an hour
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Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love's flower."
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Thus, weary of the world, away she hies
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And yokes her silver doves, by whose swift aid
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Their mistress mounted through the empty skies
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In her light chariot quickly is conveyed,
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Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen
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Means to immure herself and not be seen.
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FINIS
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